So much xxxx has happened this week...I'm TOTALLY not in a good mood.
First of all the jealous part of me is back and it's really pissing me off...I can't control it. Not only that but EVERY TIME I see this certain person....I want to say something SO BADLY to them...get all this xxxx off my chest but I just decide to ignore them.
Then one of my friends' little brother got shot, he's okay and well so I'm VERY glad that nothing else happened...however it sickens me to see how much violence there is and it's always for stupid reasons! If your wearing a certain color, your going to get shot. If your in a certain hood YOUR GOING to get shot. If you don't agree with someone, your going to get shot. For being at the wrong place at the wrong time, for being a part of a different street, for being a certain race, gender or because of your sexuality...you'll get shot.
THEN today I got into ANOTHER fight with my mom. She told me to make her an appointment with the glaucoma doctor or whatever she's been seeing and she gave me the number, I didn't want to but I did it anyways. I finally got to talk to the lady, made the appointment for May 26th and then my mom says "I told you the appointment had to be 8 MONTHS AFTER MY LAST ONE" so she's all screaming at me for that and with a calm voice I tell her to back off and leave me alone and that she should be lucky that I AT LEAST made her an appointment. However my mom LOVES to be the one to continue the argument so she keeps talking and I finally finished it by saying I didn't care.
So now I'm at home... alone because my mom left to do Laundry...I HOPE she stays there half the day because I really don't want to see her face.
Plus I could use some alone time...
Quote: "I'm like Romeo, I love but I'm not loved in return. The story is going to foreshadow my life...I will find the one I love and they will love back yet....I will die tragically."
As of today, I have a new commander~
Start: So I woke up around 4:30am. Showered, got into uniform and l left, WOO.
I went by Dunkin Donuts got myself a coffee coolata 8D WOO.
Got to school at 5:40...waited....THEN I SAW MY OLD COMMANDER, DENNIS 8D ~ He got a red earring, woot woot.
Later some other guys came then Nick and Jeff came, woot. So for a total here it would be:
- Dennis, Nick, Jeff, Freddy, Marche, Reshawn, Some really big Italian dude xD, Nate, Alonzo, Anthony and Gabriel.
So that's a total of... 11 males...AND ONE FEMALE *points to self*
1) We got our stuff, Nick called Sgt.Clark:
Nick: "Sgt.Clark where are you? Were already here"
Sgt.Clark: "What? It's not Saturday, I can't make it."
Nick: "Sgt.Clark it's MAY NINTH"
Sgt.Clark: "I don't think I'll be there in time"
*everyone groans and Sgt.Clark pulls up in his car thru the school driveway*
"AAAHHH SHIT!!! YOU GOT US"
So, FUNNEH. So we got out all the gear and we put it on the bus then we were off toward Methuen~
Bus:
We talked a bit...I had my iPod on and I turned the volume ALLLLL the way up and everyone looked at me and Nick was like "DAMNNNNN that's freckin loud"
Yeah~ :3
Skipping to when we got to Methuen High:
EVENT #1: Push-up event.
LET ME TELL YOU.... almost everyone on my team is SOOOO not filled with motivational stuffing....FFF.
EVENT #2: Sit-up Event.
SIT UPS, woo.
EVENT #3: 2k run!
AAAAAAAAAAAH. I'm so happy I didn't have to run @__@~
I did keep time though WOOT WOOT. It was fun and I learned some people's last names...then..kinda forgot them *cries*
EVENT #4: RAIDERS EXAM!
We all got paired up to either do an exam or something else. I got paired up with Jeff (woot) ; A ; He actually trusted me to do the whole test on my own!! *cries joy tearzzzz yes.*
I'M PRETTY SURE I GOT MOST RIGHT...except for maybe some First Aid and Coordinate point questions...though Nick said we failed.... *insert a whole lot of swear words here* Oh yeah and Marche was there...he didn't do much though (-__-)...
FFFFF I DID HAVE FUN WORKING WITH J--*double time shot*
I HAVE to study...I don't want to lose any of my teammates' trust ; A ; !!
EVENT #5: LAND NAVIGATION! ALLLLRIIIIGHT.
So~ I got to stay in my group woo~ So I got to work with Jeff and Marche again. Jeff had the compass, I did the paces and Marche..just kinda followed us and held some of the paperwork we needed.
WE GOT "LOST" too... We didn't know we would be going back IN and then coming back OUT to the start then go back and forth.
We were close to going in the right direction but some other school ripped down the paper from our tree before we got there... we were pissed :C
Luckily we made it JUST IN TIME!! <3
EVENT #6: No rope bridge..wahh
EVENT #6: 5k RUN!!??
SOOO didn't do it~ But I WILL have to next week so...yeah.~ It was also canceled so...no one really did it..I THINK.
EVENT #6: NOT REALLY an event but we choose a NEW CAPTAIN FOR THE RAIDERS <3
Some people (not mentioning names) were having a bit of problems with Nick being captain and such..and I don't blame them..he was kind of a -xxxxxx-...well..he was one. lol.
So of course I WILL NOT say who I voted for. You may speculate if that is what you wish BUT I WILL KEEP MY MOUTH SEALED!! *grumpy face*...
Anyways the point is we have a new captain, Jeff, YAY!...I MEAN WAIT....8D *sweatdrop*~
OH and our 2nd in command is Dennis, even though he's...not really...nevermind xD
So Nick is now just Jeff's right hand man...or left hand....*shrugs* seems like the roles have revered :3
I really do think he deserved it. He doesn't really yell unless he's super serious about something and well..yeah ~~ *slaps self* UHHHNNN SO FORWARDINGGGG.
BUS RIDE HOME: So like~ we joked around, laughed at people, threw stuff at everyone ~
The thing I found nice was that Nick seemed...changed...I guess. Less uptight, more...fun o__o; LOL.
All the guys were being gay, it was so funny to watch xD~ And also they (actually including ME) fought for candy XD !! ~ If only I could have taken video!
In the end I became something like one of the guys, it was nice to finally fit in hehhe...it was about time. Of course they may talk about lots of stuff you normally wouldn't want to hear if you were female but hey..I can handle it :]
It turned out to be a really great day <3 I thought it would be horrible but...hehehe...it wasn't at all :] I'm glad I'll be going next week too...I hope it's the same...only...no more fighting (yelling, threats..ect.)
Things I didn't mention:
* I saw THIS GIRL at the competition... :/ I didn't talk to her because she's a ..............................jeeze let me not start this up AGAIN I'm just going keep shut.
* There was going to be about 5 fights...but we were able to calm the guys down...I'm really hoping it won't be like that next week or I WILL yell at them and I don't care what they say to me.
* We saw a pink Cadillac
* We woke up some sleeping dude in a truck
* I got more cuts and a few bruises...THANKS TREES, TWIGS AND SHXT....
* We saw a kid who looked like Harry Potter!
* I was apparently high on rainbows
* It rained in the woods a bit..
* I thought I saw a bear.
* CATERPILLAR
* HANDS <3 *shot*
* CANDY *spazz*
* Lots of sexual references and such xD
* ShamWOW 8Db.
*Bandaids = love....and love is crazy *headdesks* HEHEHE....
Period 1: I DID THE WRONG HOMEWORK. Also we did the homework from the night before, it wasn't too hard but it was really annoying and I fell asleep KEKEKEKEKE.
Period 2: UHHN.....I don't really do work there anymore.
Period 3: Angel, Rashawn, Jeff and me were having a conversation before class and while Jeff wasn't watched I peeled off his uniform patch and stuck it on my uniform XD We went to the gym, we laughed and joked around ~
Lunch: so-so
Period 4: TEST, WOO
Period 5: Just...random...work.
After school: Besides the compass/map thing we went downstairs and got ready, it was Angel, Rashawn, Jeff, Nick, Nate, Marchae, two other boys and me, we had to go to jeff's house because his backyard is effing huge and has lots of trees, so we all walked and we were in uniform so we stopped a few cars which was HILARIOUS because the cars actually stopped xD!
Lots of other stuff happened but...I'd rather not type it out right now xD I have some other stuff to do.
First off I'd like to wish Rich a very happy birthday :D -already left a comment yay-
So today we had a field trip to Cape Cod, we went to the MA Military Reservation.
So I got up and got to school around 7:40, made my way downstairs (AND OF COURSE hiding from my math teacher), went in the small gym and waited there until like 8/9am or so.
..If we had have ACU, we had to wear it..I HAVE IT BUT I DIDN'T WEAR IT!!!
Jeff: Where's your uniform?
Me: -__- I didn't know we had to wear it!
Angel: I told you yesterday!
Me: **** no! All I heard was Jeff telling me to meet at the small gym at 7:45 and you telling me the same!
Angel/Jeff: ...
Me: ...
So after that, we did some formations and we began to get called to get on the busses, I really was scared that I would get separated from my buddies but luckily we were able to make it on the same bus :D
When they called me I went to the bus and I sat near the front and Fred Jones joined me then Rashawn's cousin (I forgot her name ; A ; wahh!) told us to go to the back with everyone else, so Fred Jones and me went to the back and we waited for a while then after a few minutes of counting and recounting we were off to Cape Cod, WOO.
And blah blah blah blah we were all talking about random stuff and Rashawn's cousin ate some chocolate which made her get a bit crazy xD
So fastforwarding toooo finally making it to the base. We got in formation (two platoons) and began to do some drill and stuff. Some guys were seriously in needing of going to the bathroom and the Sergeants told them to go in the woods XD!!
Two guys went and then a whole group of guys went and pretty much all the guys left to go into the woods.
Me: Hey! If something gay happens I want to know!
Collin: . . . That's way too many guys.
Me: Oh! Come on Collinnn, go go go and tell me if anything happens 8D
Collin: Hell no!
*Fred Jones comes back*
Me: Cochino! te lavastes las manos? (Sicko! Did you wash your hands?)
Fred Jones: No...! It's super uncomfortable like I was just walking and I didn't even notice some guy was pissing right near by and I was like WTF *covers face*
*Angel and Jeff come back*
Angel: That's why I said "This area's off limits step back!"
Me: Hmmm :C
Then all the guys came back (so we thought)
The girls were taken on a bus to the bathroom, they took a SERIOUSLY long time too! I didn't go though xD
Jeff: Damn..like most of the girls left
Angel/Collin/Fred Jones/other guys: Yeah!
Me: ...So I don't count as a girl?
Jeff: I said 'MOST' not 'ALL'...
Me: >__>...
So we took a little tour around the practice field while we were waiting for a medic to arrive just in case. Area's painted red were "minefields" and it looked like a lot of fun too!..however the medic wasn't available and no medical kit was found (so we're going back again..dunno when)
Anyways moving forward, we went to this aviation site and we looked at some really cool aviation gear and we even went inside a Black Hawk!! :D ...no we didn't get to ride around ; __ ; WAHH.
Later we cooked MRE's
Me: *looks for what to eat* (they were giving the MRE's out randomly) So what did you guys get?
Fred Jones: Chicken Fajita
Angel: Sloppy Joe...
Jeff: (I really forgot the name but it sounded like pasta)
URGHH. MRE's are so hard to open. They're made of hard plastic.
Me: *rips bag and sticks nail in bag to tear it a bit*
Jeff: Damn I can't open thisssss! can someone help?
Me: Gimmie I'll try it *takes bag and rips the whole top off but bag doesn't open*...uh-oh..
Jeff: D: Lookit what she did to my bag!
Angel: *shrugs* oh well.
Me: *hands Jeff a pen yet it doesn't work. Then Rashawn's cousin rips it open with her teeth*
Fred Jones: I love your teeth
Me: Super Special Awesome.
Me: Can someone help me cook this? D: !
Jeff: So what are the directions for this?
Me: *reads them off*... open the top, insert food, place water...but how much water?
Angel: Uhh...
Jeff: up to this line? *points at lines*
Me: DUH...totally didn't see that ; A ;
So I took the water and started to put it in the packet but it's really hard to do it when your standing up so Jeff ended up helping me :D
We waited for our food to be ready and some of the bags let out a load of steam! D:
My food came out to be HARD AND COLD... so I threw it away ; A ;
Everyone else was lucky and they got they're stuff. Jeff stole my food bag (so the heat would stay inside) and mah cookie D:
I stole some of his cookies though, BWHAHA.
Later we were on the bus and this happened:
Jeff: Hey, eat this salt straight.
Me: *takes packet*...bleeh...I'll try. *opens up salt and licks it a bit*...BLEH!!!!!
Jeff: No just eat it straight!
Me: No way D: *hesitates then eats some more* BWFLNWOPHEUOFH.
Jeff: No, eat the whole salt packet!
Me: But it's so..URGH..
Jeff: Just swallow all of it whole, it's quicker!~
Me:...bottoms up..*puts all the salt in mouth* *GAFUGOWF*...Can't breath!! the salt is so nasty!!
Jeff: Drink something D: !
Me: *gets pepsi bottle and drinks all of it* UAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHH.
Jeff: *snrk* I so wouldn't have done that..
Me: Yeah you would have..
Jeff: No I wouldn't..
Me: YES you would....for money
Jeff: Nope
Me: . . . *glares*
Jeff: Yeah, I would XD
Me: Hehehe >D
So after that, we all started to eat some strange shxt that was included in the MRE's
I drank some Green Pepper sauce (before I had the salt)
This one boy who's name I forgot drank some Green Pepper sauce too XD Jeff made him laugh and told him to chug down some water which made the burning worse and they gave him some mints WHICH WERE SPICY AS WELL XD
Jeff put some instant coffee tube in a bottle of water (which had a NASTY color!) and he just chugged it and we were like
D: ....
Rashawn had some spicy candy and Fred Jones had some cold cappuccino XD
Blah blah blah we had to deal with a lot of Haitians yelling and we were all like
WTF!
it was seriously foggy and while we were going back home we crossed a bridge and it looked SOOO scary!! We were all like "HOLLYSHXT!11!!"
and one boy was like "EVERYONE ROCK THE BUS!!!111"
Fun times.
After that we just did some pointless talking. I drew an emo kid which later turned out to be a story on "How an emo boy became Jesus in Persona 3"
Then yeah :D I drew a 4 panel comic-uuuu.
- Got to school, walked and waited to get on the bus, went to the station, got on the train, got to the restaurant, bathroom, left for home, got some food, got home and yeah :D
If anyone need me to go into detail about a certain thing you ask LOLOLOL and I may answer XD
Overall I had a really fun day :D