Big Bang SiNE

So much xxxx has happened this week...I'm TOTALLY not in a good mood.

First of all the jealous part of me is back and it's really pissing me off...I can't control it. Not only that but EVERY TIME I see this certain person....I want to say something SO BADLY to them...get all this xxxx off my chest but I just decide to ignore them.

Then one of my friends' little brother got shot, he's okay and well so I'm VERY glad that nothing else happened...however it sickens me to see how much violence there is and it's always for stupid reasons! If your wearing a certain color, your going to get shot. If your in a certain hood YOUR GOING to get shot. If you don't agree with someone, your going to get shot. For being at the wrong place at the wrong time, for being a part of a different street, for being a certain race, gender or because of your sexuality...you'll get shot.

THEN today I got into ANOTHER fight with my mom. She told me to make her an appointment with the glaucoma doctor or whatever she's been seeing and she gave me the number, I didn't want to but I did it anyways. I finally got to talk to the lady, made the appointment for May 26th and then my mom says "I told you the appointment had to be 8 MONTHS AFTER MY LAST ONE" so she's all screaming at me for that and with a calm voice I tell her to back off and leave me alone and that she should be lucky that I AT LEAST made her an appointment. However my mom LOVES to be the one to continue the argument so she keeps talking and I finally finished it by saying I didn't care.


So now I'm at home... alone because my mom left to do Laundry...I HOPE she stays there half the day because I really don't want to see her face.


Plus I could use some alone time...


Quote: "I'm like Romeo, I love but I'm not loved in return. The story is going to foreshadow my life...I will find the one I love and they will love back yet....I will die tragically."